It’s really odd when I’m not taking classes and have nothing to focus on. I’m always in a “now what” mode, feeling like I SHOULD be doing something special and meaningful and creative, but it’s just not happening. I definitely need structure. Do I go for the Career Switchers program? Or wait things out to see if I get to teach? Man, this feels so random, but the Word says our steps are ordered of the Lord. “Ordered” has a connotation of structure, I suppose. I want to do something meaningful. That I enjoy. Period.